What it is like having Aspergers in this era

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    As someone with Aspergers living in today’s 1984 inspired nightmare of a world, I find I am constantly either angry, sad, or scared out of my mind. I grew up in the 1990s and early 2000s when things were more or less stable and even then I offended people often….like everyday.

    So basically I am real life Sheldon Cooper from The Big Bang Theory or Michael Scott from The Office.

    So when I found out about all this woke nonsense, and respect wahmen crap….I was thinking…..what was the point of me learning all those 1000 rules of how to properly speak or engage with people from the 1990s and early 2000s?  When now I live in a world where saying Hello…is Hate Speech?

    Non Autistic people thinking living in today’s world is hard for them…..for me imagine everything you guys and girls or pineapples who don’t have my condition go through…but times that by 1 trillion times and you’ll get what my life is like.

    Cancel Culture makes having Aspergers Syndrome nearly impossible to live with because I live in a world where my every word, actions both present and something that happened 20 years ago can be used against me by some rage addicted mentally ill blue haired weirdo that identifies as both Bat Shit and Crazy.

    The fact that I am expected to use a video service like Zoom, or Google Video to speak to my potential employers to get a job where I could get nervous say the wrong thing on camera by accident then get recorded which will likely happen with me because my entire life I have always messed up with my speech no matter what I say even over the simplest things like when I order a hamburger and people would take my words out of context regardless of if there is Cancel Culture or not……life is just “peachy” for me.

    I accidentally offend people all the time and SJWs along with people like them that are addicted to rage love getting offended over anything and my math skills may not be the best but even I can see that:

    Me accidentally offending people often + easily offended SJWs = a bad time for me

    This is why I more than anyone else in The Fandom Menace wish I had the magic power to just snap my fingers and make all the easily offended SJWs and people like them just go away like to another dimension filled with Kaiju like monsters who would eat them then throw up afterward because these people are filled with soy and no souls or just put these easily offended weirdos on another planet somewhere where they can have their own world instead of destroying this one.

    I can’t even have the life that I want or dream of because of all this shit going on in today’s world that keeps having the goal post be moved just cause some rich person somewhere doesn’t like something not going their way.

    A world that is best for me as someone with Aspergers would have to be a world where there is alot of freedom, choice, and logical laws that make sense to follow that don’t benefit a small 1% of people but instead benefit like 100% of the people with me and others like me included.

    I need to live in a world where instead of shunning me for wanting to be an individual, I instead am celebrated for being myself and encouraged to create what I want with the sky being the limited but unfortunately I live in a world of selfish 1% people having to hog the world to themselves like a spoiled older asshole sibling that your mom or dad lets get away with doing bad stuff because they are older than you and therefore know better than you when they don’t know jack shit.

    All I want is to have my pop culture intact with no woking or agenda in it, to get a job that doesn’t take advantage of me by some greedy crony corporate boss that just wants to save costs on full time workers and so uses me as his cost cutting measure, to make money to buy whatever I want that is mostly toys, go to comic con then meet celebs from my favourite shows like William Shatner or Jason David Frank and for me to get good life along friends who like me for me regardless of my many flaws that always have my back and for me to eventually get a beautiful girlfriend one day who bares a striking resemblance to an actress on TV or movie I have a crush on like for me to get a girlfriend in real life who looks and sounds exactly like Emma Lahana from her time on Power Rangers Dino Thunder.

    Then I want to marry my Emma Lahana looking girlfriend and have 3 kids with her then grow old with her and us getting to meet our great great great grand children.

    All I want is a good life but this 1984 nightmare keeps getting in my way and kicking me when I’m down no matter how much I try to put up with it’s bullshit.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    #209615

    Sorry for all the hardships you are going through. One positive thing I could add is, for the SJW that are easily offended, good riddance, if they can’t be civil enough to understand you situation or to even try to understand, then screw them. The people that you manage to connect with might be in fewer numbers than you would like it to be, but they will most likely be better friends than the norm.

    All that to say, times are really weird right now, just take a breather and focus on the positive, you’ll get through this 😎

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    @MrBidwell

    I need to figure out where to find these good life long friends first, that is the hard part. I don’t really have a Facebook, Twitter but I do have Minds but even that might not be the best way to find life long friends and in real life people can be just as nuts as I struggled for years making friends in real life also.

    #213971

    I know exactly how you feel. I don’t know what it like in this era since I rarely have friends and this was 9-8 years ago after High School. I rarely get out of the house and play video games most of the time. I had 3 jobs and they didn’t work out in the end. I can tell you this though, there will always be assholes, sometimes you will find even bigger assholes like the one that you’re currently dealing with now.

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